Final Adventure

2006-11-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

erm...so long never come here and blog leh!!!i hope that my days with sweetie getting better and better....i wish i wish!!!

~OuR nEw blOg Of oUr Own....~

2006-10-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

hey dUdez!!

look out! my sweetie has juz created our own blog.
click here ---> [OuR mEmOriEz]
do check it out. itz a blog of our own theme. :) so sweet.....

rem to tag my tagboard there.

tk care.
mashi marO.

2006-10-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

today me couldn't go to school feel so dizzy..erm...then about 1 went to see doc..the doc say my BP is high for my age...then after that..went to novena to meet my sweetie...erm..then we have our dinner at there..erm..KFC!! erm..done leh...went to took my driving lesson..erm...never send rain home o...so sad today can't send her home!!

2006-10-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

today me woke up so gizzling....not so clear..feel better that last night..hope i can recover much faster than usual...erm...went to school...then doin alot of stuff...actually is just awhile my teach even say that i do that much next week sure never do thing cause i finish them..erm..after that quanta came to find me and pass alot of stuff to me!!lolx thank alot to him that i still survive in ITE...erm..after that me went to outside my school bubbles tea shop...promise to buy my sweetie the oreo ice blended..erm..dunno she like it anot..erm...if she like it....i dun mind buying for her everyday...erm..but scare when reach her hand it get cold..erm..after that we went to the SSDC at YCK..erm...started our driving lesson...then it started to rain leh..first time drive in the rain and first time enter the public area..erm...but good experiences...erm..after that me meet her after our lesson..we took our lesson together o..but during the lesson my vehicle pass her..she never notice me..cause last min my orginal car no got an accident so change my vehicle...so my sweetie never notice me..so she dun mind making my vehicle engine stall..i was OMG!!!my sweetie make my engine stall...i was there laughing inside my heart dun let my instructor know..haha....after that me send my sweetie back to her castle..me hate when i dun have money..can't bring my sweetie out...so sad!! she want to play initial D today but i can't bring her go....so sad!!!

2006-10-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

today me went to sentosa with my sweetie...first time me even went with her leh..erm...went to the palawan beach...thx to clare's daddy vechicle..we manage to avoid the mass black human squad...erm..reach there....the mass black human squad quite alot...when we took train..the mass inmanner behavior of people...i been MOLESTED!!!OMG!!then when we reach there...we started playing soccer and nothing else...erm...after awhile then we went to 7-eleven to have some food...erm..not bad lah..bought quite alot of things have quite alot of fun...after that play a soccer match...finish the soccer match then we rest for awhile....erm..about 7 we went to change up...me starting to feel uncomfortable when i outside the toilet at the beach..then thx to my sweetie i feel better on the way!!!reach home after i send my sweetie home...my mum help me to massage my head there..feel better too leh...take abit rest should be alright..dun worry about me

2006-10-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Have you ever ever loved someone

someone so special

someone so lovely

only to have your heart broken

Broken by someone so special

your there with your heart

torn apartyearning for your love

your without someone so special

was it wrong to kiss that girl

was it wrong to tell that girl

that you love someone

someone so special

but that girl was not the girl

that you kissed last night

that you told told last night

that one that is so special

is the one that has been there

been there form the start

and you finally knew

that you love someone so special

someone so close

finally you kiss that girl,

your tell that you love someone

someone so special

2006-10-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

today me went for my second time pratical lesson..erm..rain came to find me yet i never notice her ever she infront of me o..then after that we to yishun to have our lunch erm..nothing much to do then we decided to watch a movie at cathay in CWP..erm..not bad..after that we reach there bought the tickets for the SINKING OF JAPAN...2 heroes sacrified for their own country...erm..about 6 the movie finish then we went to walk around CWP shopping for some stuff..haha...bought quite alot of stuff..then about 7 when we finish playing initial D we bought bubble tea..notice that the auntie and uncle never work there leh..so long never seem them..after that went to my sweetie's princess castle to have my dinner..wonderful dinner at there..finish our dinner..me and my sweetie...went for create our whole new blog...my sweetie must be having headaches about the our new blog skin..sorry guys hardly update...keke

2006-10-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

erm..today me went to school everybody kind of surprise..cause me keep coming to school on time..then after a long day at school rain came to find me at about 134 bah..want to meet me so that she could try the good bubble tea i mention to her...next time bah sweetie..then after that went to khatib to buy some personal stuff..erm...my sweetie bought for me de..so sweet of her..then after that went to NP de Iro to eat ramen and mee hoon..erm..not bad leh..got the ru tan too..keke..then we went to my house to play de sim 2...keke...so nice seh...erm...after that me went to bath..then took a nap till about 8++ then my sweetie woke me up then we went to yishun on my uncle car..so funny..first time..my sweetie sit on my leg at the first passenger sit..very de dangerous is police stop is there...scary..erm..then my sweetie accompany me to buy my shampoo for my hair..erm..after that me stay at her house for suppler..erm..so nice...erm..after that about 1115 me left my sweetie little princess castle leh..

2006-10-17T10:15:00.000+08:00

last night me never blog cause too tired..then went to sleep..that day went to school first time attend assemble..then after that after a long day at school went back home then took a bath and change my clothes..then went off to NP to meet rain there..erm..after that we went to took our dinner..erm..not bad so long never eat the food there leh..after that we went to ssdc at 615 me change my auto to manual tranmission..erm...done...rain went to take her training lesson...thought she went there to tell the instrutor that she cannot make it..but she did went for her training..not wasting money..good to go...after that we went to play initial D..erm...finish leh..we bought bubble tea and ice stick..enjoy on the way back to her home..then me went home...

2006-10-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

today me woke up at 1130 then give my sweetie a call at about 1150...erm..then meet her at NP we tao bao to go my house and eat..reach my house then we start a show call divine love..erm..about 5 we wanted to start this drama call ten brothers dun have time so never start..took a nap then we went to NP to eat pack some food for family then i send her home leh..

2006-10-15T02:04:00.000+08:00

today me woke up late..then went to rain house reach there about 1..erm..then she style my hair..reach CWP at 3 my friend pass me some stuf..then walk around about 430 then we walk to gelare to eat the waffles and the cookies craze..then after awhile then after awhile then when ron came leh..then the three of us then went to the jurong east interchange..took bus 334 to my sweetie friend birthday party for her 21st celebration..erm..after that some more of my sweetie school friend reach then we play alot of games...so long i seem my sweetie laught so much..erm..then bao ming my sweetie's classmate drove us to AMK then ron, my sweetie and me took MRT home leh..me send her home then me head for home leh..

2006-10-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 6 could go to sleep...still blur blur till about 1020 when i got a bath...i never mean to send you those sms...i never mean it..pls forgive me..then went to sim lim tower about 1130 bah..then finish doing the com about 440..then after that went to SSDC @ YCK...unable to complete the thing i need to do..so no choice tomorrow..then finish it...then me went to meet rain at the old people caring hospital cos she visit her ah ma..then after that her pa pa drove us to NP then we have our dinner at the BK..and then we went to timezone to play initial D...erm..after that we went see the "swimming costume" rain want me to buy for her..haha..erm..after that starbuck just next to it..erm..not much so we wen there to order 2 drinks then we sit down and chit chat..erm..about 920 bah..rain and me went 2 LJS to pack food for her ma ma..erm..send her home..then me head for home too leh...erm..miss rain...can help me change song?"lao shu ai da mi"dedicated to only you..keke...

2006-10-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

today woke up went to woodland causeway point...erm..went to buy tickets for the show world trade centre..then me and my sweetie went to swenden to eat the promo meal..erm...cost 40 erm..not bad the food...make me remember that day first time i eat swenden..that day we share our food..together..so nice so sweet..so memoriable...really miss that day..then erm...finsh our lunch then we went back to the seventh floor to watch the movie..erm..during the show, got interupt...by some kissing scene...beside me...me only got got a comment that is the boy show that he and her gf is the anyhow anyhow type....we can comment but we can't say them...even let them heard it...it got no point..they dare to do it..mean they dare to let people say...then after the touching show...about the true show of the world trade centre...erm..then we went to YCK de SSDC..wait for rain to finish her driving lesson..after that we went to AMK de rehabitlation centre bah..something like this..ermm...visit her grandma...erm..about 720 then we left there..erm...rain day bought us to the nearby to eat..erm..then about 810 then rain' daddy send alight me nearby my house leh...

2006-10-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

today me went to woodland..erm...feeling like watching show..but we dun have the time..so we went shopping around for present for rain's sister..shop for a little while we went to night market to buy certain stuff then shop for a little while...erm..after that we went back to yishun to play initial D and of course the present for her sister then we bought a cake for her...then our usual thing the bubble tea..erm...done leh...went to collect "weijie's money"..then after that send rain sweetie home...accompany her till 10 then me left leh..
give this red rose for her..

2006-10-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

today me never sleep at all...watching initial D cartoon till about 745 went to prepare myself..reaach NP bought breakfast for my sweetie who just wake up..then after we have our breakfast then we went to toh payoh...erm...universal dental clinic...ermm...spend 2 hours and 330 dollars to get my teeth to polish and then of course fillings..which cost the most..then after the treatment about 2 then we went to NP de sakura thai chinese restaurant..erm..the food not bad..total cost about 49 bah...erm..dun think anymore money left in the bank leh..keke..then after that send rain home to collect stuff and leave some stuff there..reach my house about 330 then we took a rest then about 4 then we started scanning the neoprint we took at bugis on sep 14..and then took a nap then about 6 we started watching the movie "stay alive" but the ending damn weird!! not tell much about certain character survive or how he escape from death..then about 930 me send rain home leh..reach home about 1130 bah....

2006-10-10T03:08:00.000+08:00

erm..today overslept...wanted to wake up before my sweetie call...erm..but fail o..erm..maybe too tired..then prepare myself then went to NP to meet rain thought i early but she more early alway fear her to wait for me..you know gal dun like boy to make her wait but she never complaint even once also dun have..so we went to YCK de SSDC to finish her driving lesson then we went back to NP to buy some stuff..then we went to my house...on the way me sprinted my leg...erm..abit pain then about 10 we took cab to 925 there to pack food for her family finish eatin about 12midnight..then me went home on my dad car..erm...miss the last bus...reach home about 2 leh...

2006-10-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

today finish end my work whic last for 3 days leh...this 3 days i never really meet rain out...this sat she went to malaysia...we contact through telephone..erm..after that this afternoon she message that she reach singapore leh...erm...then thinking of meetin her in the night but she having school tomorrow so that out of the question leh..reach home...eyes and leg are very de tired..then now starting to blog leh..tomorrow finally can get to relax leh...this roadshow salary so very de less de...sian..me want to earn more money to bring my sweetie little to go out play..

2006-10-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

today me went to work first time work for harvex norman.. at expo hall 5..if come and how good the "business is...super "good"...then work till about 9 then the promotor and me went home leh....me meet rain and ron at 400++ to play candles..erm...then about 1145 then ron and me send rain home leh...erm....ron and me so gan chiong to catch our last ride home...that all for today very de short...

2006-10-06T01:15:00.000+08:00

today wake up about 2 then went to somerest to wait for rain when me woke up rain call me that she lost her phone..then she sound so sad..all her contact lost it leh...to her her contact was one of the most important thing to her..then after that when she arrive then we went to sha villa to search for her friend working there.then we got raidah number and call her too..then we went down to jurong point and meet her friend for "party" then after that we cut the cake then about 9++ thne went off leh..erm...reach yishun send rain house leh about 1057..then me reach home about 1115 bah..so fast seh..

2006-10-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today wake up about 4..dun feel like waking up..went to meet rain for dinner then we go to play initial D about 615 we went to 2nd floor lobby area slack for awhile.help her to rub her blue-black....then we tied the string we brought at CWP on my left and her right...erm...then after that me send her home..she must be tired she have quite a long day today..
i nothing more than a bf that break her heart into thousand pieces...not paying enough attention to her..I'm alway in the wrong....making her shameful...making her feel that she would rather leave me...

2006-10-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

today me meet rain at about 330..erm..late...so late...then we went to causeway point...reach there..we went to buy the tickets for our show..erm...after doing that....rain and me went to eat mos burger..erm..have a really full lunch for us...erm...then after that..went for abit of shopping.me bought my micro mini memory card..and some decoration strip to tied on our leg..then we went to watch the movie..erm...the title is call "Rob-B-Hood"...really funny and abit sad...but the ending is abit "......."erm...then after that.went to eat waffle with ice-cream..so nice so delicous..erm...then we went to walk night market..keke..erm....never really bought anything....then nothing much to do so we went back to yishun finishing that...we went to timezone to play initial D..then accompany rain to bought her ma ma dinner then me send her home o...quite fun today..we took alot of pics..keke..

2006-10-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

Recently me kind of not really free to blog cos me have to stay overnight starting from friday..dun really have enought sleep..but nvm lah..just trying to help my dad..althought i know just abit..hope i can do something for my dad too..erm...today meet rain at NP for lunch...then we went to YCK de SSDC..while waiting for rain driving lesson..me play my PSP..erm...then after she finish then we went to novena..bought some fruits for her grandma hope that she could get well soon..erm...then after that we shop shop abit at the hospital..then we went back to yishun with da sao..then rain and me went to play initial D..then we went to eat ya kun..receive a call from my sister that tonight got to go there again...so no choice..me going later leh..accept a job for 3 days at expo..erm...hope would be pleasant those few days....

2006-09-28T07:57:00.000+08:00

This post is for yesterday....erm...meet rain just for awhile...then my dad ask me to go work..hate it when this situation happened....i dun like it....so me got no choice..leave rain...alone...she goin to thai today yet me can't even send her to thai...so sad....the i think i was unable to send her...the more sad i am...then after the work went to 533 my dad coffee shop stay there till morning watching the workers there to do there job...so stay there do nothing so boring...miss rain so much...so much...today is the 1st night me went with0ut her...very de lonely...
read this post felt even sadder....so sad...

so sad tt i cldnt even hav his time.we met for abt an hr nia.i wanted so much to cherish tiz last few hrz b4 i leave for thai de.but his dad needed him more den i do.n he needa help his dad more den being wit me.n it cldnt be blamed. indeed. his dad is more important.if i cant return, he cld find a replacement.but there'll be no replacement for his parentz de.for tiz. hez so rite. [:
By: rain
after reading this post...my heart is shattering again....i dun understand alot of things....keep sayin tilll like she can't came back..she forget her promise? so sad so sad....do she think of me?right now?

2006-09-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

erm...today went to meet rain at NP @ 2..got there....saw solo then he went to foodcourt with his friend.so me stay to wait for wait for rain...when she arrive then we meet solo at foodcourt and have our lunch..we started to chat about lot of things..talk about a show suddenly poke rain and me de interest...decide to saw later in the evening..then finish our lunch then went to bugis...to get my ring replace....went around to look for present for our friend upcoming birthday...got the present..then after that went off to play initial D then we went to collect our ring leh..rain got her ring polish too...while me got my ring replace feel more comfortable with the ring back..after that found out that erm..bugis dun have the show solo mention so we went back to yishun to watch the show bah...erm...after that me bought the ticket for the show then we went up the theater to watch the show be4 that me bought the show the ten brothers..the show seem alot nicer than the title...after the show...abit no links..then went to buy bubble tea and then send rain home....I love you so much my dear rain...hope you will be the happiest gal....cos of me keke..

2006-09-25T04:10:00.000+08:00

woke up at about 2..met rain at NP @ abt 3.30pm.rain acc me to take my lunch. food mall. rain help me buy honeydew sago. we shared.we den go timezone. boom boom.finally rain 'mazda rx7' is bac to her 'hometown'. keke.todae. she use her car. find it faster. she improved. i hope to she could get ever beta.we den ate mac hot fudge sundae while waitin for bus 169 to my hse.got there at abt 5.45pm. started playin the sims 2. we played tog.so fun. da game realli like real life de o. rain bot some 'niap niap' at NP de kfc n mac for her mummy.then me sent rain home o..got home at 12pm.

2006-09-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

today me thought everything have change back to normal at least bah...erm..at least we started to chat....erm..good opening..but today me then realized i damn fucking wrong...erm....what is this world coming to..?me starting to learn how to help friend bah...erm....but today i thought they all started to change but ending....it nothing at all bah....erm...maybe i thought this is good that is getting better today me realised h0w deep the situation is...erm....this is what i feel...not that those guy really mean it....start with the main character....yongsheng not much about him..at least he got talk to "us" I mean us....mean rain and me...me will not hide who i refering to....xiong act as if he can't really see us well....i think i "hi" to him the most...then mao...i "hi" to him first he got reply..then peirou never really talk to her....they all ignore us..solo the host..guess he the best among all...he really treat us well, his families and friends...then after that me went to play soccer with sheng since he say me..me was barbacuing the satay sticks and chicken wing for mao...since he say he want..so rain took over help me to barbacue the food so me could go play soccer she being nice....help everybody to barbacue the food....then heard that she receive cold treatment for being nice...it that really what you get for being nice?then what the matter of angry the thing that is the already happened and it over already...already angry about past and keep thinking....seeing her cry...it break my heart....seein her cry...my heart being to shatter....

2006-09-23T00:51:00.000+08:00

erm..today wake up having headaches..so pain so never went to school meeting..then about 1 solo call me to go his house to help him to fix his com..me never help much so just direct him only.then about 350 then we left his house for SSDC..then me wait for rain to finish her training..me thinking rather than waiting..well me as well as better book first..keke..then after a discussion with myself me went to book the date leh..erm..only 3 lesson see see nia..then decide what later..erm..then after booking watch tv at the canteen while waiting..then about 623 then rain finish leh o..then we went to NP...erm..went to play initial D then went to rain house..we view the photo of his elder brother wedding photo then her photo too...keke..then we have dinner together me went home leh...today me having headache...think fever coming..keke

2006-09-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

today went to fetch rain at her house to then went to NP to play initial D...then after that we went to cold storage to find the chicken salt..for the udon soup later at night then after that we went to the bus stop waiting for bus to go my house then found out that my ring have gone...i was where is it!!!then me went back first to find it..but still can't...then after that me went back to find rain then we go find together...but still can't...so sad...rain cry...so sad to see her cry...hate to see her cry everytime..it just shattered my heart everytime seeing her cry..then reach my house manage to cheer her up abit nia...then we started the jigsaw we bought yesterday..then we complete them on the spot..then my little princess went to 2 floor to use the com..for some venting of anger..then finish me install the sim 2 at my house about 9 then we cool the udon left then finish eating then me send her home..today me saw cry 2 times...it really break my heart..shattered endless like that...hate to see my little princess crying..

2006-09-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

today me oversplet never went to work at kranji...then after that me went to meet rain be4 she went over YCK for her drivin lesson...then during the period before she went to YCK...we went to mini toons and popular to buy some prize for syikin...erm...first we shop at mini toons...we found a good present for syikin...then we pick alot of things for ourself..erm...like our couple cup..and we bought a massaging stick for our to massage together..then after seleting the item we went over to popular to shop for birthday card for syikin...erm...erm....then after that bought the card leh then went to over to the mini toon shop and begin to wrap the present..then after that send rain to MRT then me headed for solo's house..help to guide him abit in the com step..then me fall asleep..asking solo help to me to notice the time...then end up waking me up at 610 while me need to wake up at 530 to go fetch rain o..so not choice wait for rain at GV long john silver...then after rain arrive we order 2 set of black pepper fish rice...the taste is so terrible man..dun remember when the last time me stop eatin half way..then after that we went to play initial D, went over to mini toon again to buy the jigsaw puzzle that we just now saw so cute when we buying syikin present..then we bought leh...rain also want to buy a mouting board o..erm...then after that nothing much so we went over sent the present to syikin without telling her..keke...erm..finish sending leh..then me went over to rain house to sit for awhile at her room..erm..then after that we view her previous photo together...so nice..erm...then me went home leh..

2006-09-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

last night me never blog....cos too tired bah...erm...wake up this morning...went to accompany my dad to run all about...then after that me finish about 4 bah...my mum drove me to yishun to meet rain....after me meet rain me saw somebody i dun like...so sian...stare at him for awhile then went off leh...erm..went to cold storage to get some food to cook at my house later o..keke..erm...we bought udon, drumsticks, chicken meats and 2 bottles of drink from pokka..after that me bought we to my house....erm..me and rain took some private time at my room chit chat...erm...starting to get closer together leh...me so happy...very de happy today...i starting to love her more..need to cherish her more..then after that about 9 then we start cooking the food we bought..then about 1045 we finish washing eating, and cleaning the kitchen...keke..then my dad offer my dar dar a ride home o..then me follow too..reach her house downstair my dad went off while me accompany my dar dar to her doorstep..then me finish sending her home leh ...me went home too leh o keke..tomorrow start working leh for my dad..keke..

2006-09-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

yea yea just got back from malaysia today wento cameron highland for 3 day starting to arrive from friday till today sunday..stay at cameron highland for 1 night...erm..the weathere there is my flavour...erm...the past days..i accompany rain here and there....so happy...can accompany her like that everday would be good man...erm....then let discussion about the day be4 me left for cameron highland o..
FRIDAY
erm..woke up at about 11 bah...meet rain at NP o...me arrive first bah...not really clear leh..then we went to taka to do my spec...and after me check my eyes..we went to shop around for sha birthday present..erm....walk some long then decide that we buy a radio car for sha...erm..not bad..bought some leh..then went back to my house after collecting my spec..pack my stuff..erm...quite little...erm..should have bought extra pant with me..keke.then after that collecting my stuff we went to rain house o...this time her turn to pack her stuff..erm...so very fast we chiong down to 139 to find sha...erm..finish everything leh...then we meet rain family so they could bring us to beach road to take the bus to cameron highland..be4 we took the bus we went to have own dinner first.. about 11 we past singapore custom...about 12 then we start leaving for cameron leh...
SATURDAY
about 9 hours ride...we reach cameron unable to have a good look at the sun rise..me and rain have a amazing roller coast ride to cameron highland..reach the highest town there..brinchang town about 5000++ above from sea level..then rain and me playing with the "smoke" when we arrive..then we book the tour for the day be4 we go to hotel...then after that we went to the hotel to put our luggauge...then after we seem one of the "best" service of the strawberry park...erm...after that we went to the tour..got abit sick and headache..during the tour...erm..after that feel better after reaching the hotel...thx to the toilet bowl keke..took a nap till morning while having rain to guard my key when she sleep...she hang around her neck bah...keke...
SUNDAY
Rain woke me up this morning o..erm..feel so tired till my eye became red...erm...after that me went to wash my faces and my teeth..she got all prepare for me...my toothpaste..all my thing feel like we got marry and then she woke me up for work...keke...so sweet...keke...then after that me pack up and ready to go leh...load every thing o bus..then me went back to singapore...reach there about 7 bah....it raining...then rain and me alight at my house...rain big bro bro send us here..keke..then we went to bubble tea shop to have a cup of oreo ice blended..keke..then play initial D..a game we never forget...keke...then on own way back to rain house o..we saw weijie...treat me like i transprancy...act as if he very the ke lian...as if he really de useless..can't prove anything at all...just thinking that i ask him not to smoke to pay my back debt to me will kill him..can give me a promises...what it came out from his mouth dun think his hand really did it...!!Is this the matureness of a 20 years old man? i not shooting anybody here...i dare to say i dare to admit..it nothing wrong at all...this is how stubborness will kill a person..hope it wouldn't kill him....but knowing it a high percentage it would..may chinese gods help him bah....
I do admit that he really help me in some way..but something he never change that he think he alway right....he did nothing wrong...when will he learn...he help me...i also want to help him...hope he can't notice this message or he never will learn...

2006-09-15T02:18:00.000+08:00

today did alot of things o..wake up in the morning..went to buy flowers for rain..but got pretty angry seh..that stupid auntie..anyhow anyhow help me wrap...not nice never mind..but she wrap a white chyr for me...so angry seh..never realized till i board the bus..so angry the reach rain house leh..faster discard the white flower..dun want to give rain o...not nice at all...erm...after that rain and me accompany rain ma ma to NP then we took a train to bugis..first...erm..we went to eat delifrance "First time"then finish eating o...then we went to make our "promise ring" together..my ring have her name while her ring have mine...erm...so nice..."first time" my gf ever treat me like this....i mean i dun have a ex...like her....not even a percentage of rain...we went to take our "first time" neo print o ...erm..."first time" me take a couple neoprint o..then after that we went to find my spec..so long never cannot find a good looking and fast de...finish leh...then found a shop that can be fast after a good walk around bugis street..erm...me bought a water disperser...waiting for rain to come and we fix together...erm....bought the frame after that...choose quite sometime..then after that we wen to find some shop and bought some shoes...but all dun have my size o...so sad..erm...then after that we went to collect our ring leh...then got ourself a bubble tea o..keke...after that meet syikin so that she could pass rain her present and blessing for her....erm...after that we went to taka so to make my len for my spec..but wait time is unconfirm so...next time bah...erm..then we to shop for shoes...got alot of nice design but too bad dun have my size..sad..then after that we went back to yishun NP de sweden to eat o..so nice de...food..the baked rice is my "first time" eating it o..so is the place first time even went in and have my dinner..there..even better is with my love one o..after that call 4 dishes...2 main course and 2 desserts..erm...not honeydew sago...at there eat honeysago rain will killed me de..after that finish eating leh...me send rain home o..so she could spend time with her family and not all the time with me o...erm...after that about nine me and weijie went back to meet rain at her under block 359...to chit chat...but end up unhappily went home everybody o...so sad...make my dear birthday sad...

2006-09-14T01:33:00.000+08:00

today me woke up at 1130 in the morning o...meet rain at NP..me arrive first o...then after meet her about 1230 bah..then we went to play inital D o..after that have our lunch...shafari came leh..then meet him at mac in the NP..he arrive then me send rain to MRT then me head to solo house to fix his com..done leh the me went to fetch rain at YCK..erm...after fetching her we went to raffles shopping centre to kill time, to let the "duck" passby..then we went to marina bay to eat steamboat..after steamboat...me bought a mashimaro for her..."abit" look like me nia..then after that cut de cake that ron and alexis bought for her..we eat with surprise o...erm..after that we went home leh..

2006-09-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

today me finish my exam leh went off to meet rain and weijie at bugis went to walk around there..erm..then after that went off see any nice clothes that me like anot o..then after that me bought a shirt at 25 usual price is 30 then the three of us came to my house again then we watch the show little man after that took a nap till about 8 weijie went off first at 720..then rain and me went off at 820 send her home leh went off buy my dinner finish my dinner leh now come here to blog leh..today is also a sad day...trying to be honest but the incident went upside down again..she cry...so is me...i dun want this to happened again...

2006-09-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

today went to school...about 11 reach there..rushin my work forget to give rain a wake up call..guess she quite disappointed with me..then hand in my work left about 1 bah..then after that went home to take a bath..the weather so hot o..then after that went to yishun NP to meet rain then meet weijie at timezone..erm..after that went off to 110 to have our dinner with sheng..couldn't find solo then after that sat at a place to chit chat for awhile..then we went off to play CS at chamber at 700++...about 10 leh..then me send rain home o..then after went back to find weijie, sheng and shafari...erm...after that maolin came leh..decide to come my house to stay overnight leh..reach my house...i play a game with sheng then have my dinner...egg porridge...and then help weijie to load the show..then me went to bath leh..after bathing then straight came online to blog leh..the end...today is a very sad for me..i feel i dun fit to be anyone boyfriend at all...i kind of useless...i never been in a relationship that my gf is serious to me...this is the first time i been love..i still dunno how to show my love on her..

2006-09-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

erm...today wake up about 1..then to yishun to meet rain then went to amk to meet rain friend emund bah..think spell like this...then after that walk around then we brought "all" of stuff o.then after that went to my house o..then wen start to watch the show..so gross..erm..after that went to NP about 830 bah..then after that went to play initial D....then send rain home leh..today is the today i no longer declare i single..I'm ATTACHED...no longer alone..no longer feel single...i wish to shower my love on her..and she too shower her lover to me too...i glad that she is with me to the end o..

2006-09-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 3 plus still at home still about 6..watching animation till that time o...then after that went to outside my house to eat with weijie...today couldn't meet rain o...very miss her o....then after that went to 139 to play basketball till about 10 then went to funland to play initial D o...erm...too bad rain wasn't here..so many people accompany o...then after that walk to rain house o..then meet her awhile nia ...so miss her....dream of her today o...now reach home leh,...

2006-09-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

erm.today wen to school as usual chiong my 3D max...then help houyu and yuxuan...great thx to yuxuan for lending me his com loh...erm..then about 120 me went to bugis to meet rain and weijie..erm...first we just walk around...second we went to sim lim square to accompany weijie to fix his MP3..third..we head back to bugis junction.fourth went to yishun..clinic close..need to bring rain to see her cough...fifth weijie went home...face colour attractive..sixth...went to GV to play initial D..seventh...win solo "Master" abit nia...eighth..bring rain to see doctor..pay for her consultion fee..ninth..bring rain to john little to buy a set of clothes..tenth....went to foodcourt to have out dinner...eleventh...accompany rain to buy some bread and delifrance...twelveth send rain home.thirtheen...wait for weijie...fourtheen...weijie came to my house overnight...above activities are completed..last objective are yet to achieve is to "castrope" him..keke
i feel that kind of feeling are back leh...i hate this feeling...it getting worst....making me so sad...so sad that i wish to cry out loud...got this feeling be4...so long ago but this feeling came back again....i wish i can cry out loud...but i can't...my heart just keep bleeding...so strong that i can't stop it from bleeding myself leh..

2006-09-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

today never go school cos my uniform forget to wash o..then me went to take a nap at 7..then woke up at 11 then continue my 3D max..then after that me went to kranji to do abit of work for my dad...then about 1 then my dad bring me to buy washing machine o...erm...after that me went to YCK to book my advance test for my driving de...then finish booking leh..me went to yishun to meet rain and weijie...then after that went to play initial D myself trying to complete my terrotries..erm..my GC8V then after that weijie and rain came leh then we started to play o..when we finish buy blue coral tea...erm..after that we went to buy cabonara...and some other tibits at cold storage o...then after that the 3 of us come to my house o...erm...we started to watch my super ex-girlfriend..about 9 when we finish me took a short nap at my bed o...then weijie was playing warcraft and enojy the music, air-con at my room..erm...he really know how to enjoy o..keke..then after that about 10 the 3 of us went out leh...me send rain home leh...then my dad came to fetch me..

2006-09-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

today went to school as usual..not late..erm...finish some of my work then went back home leh..want to go fetch rain at YCK..but too tired leh..fell asleep..i was OMG..make rain disappointed again o..then meet her at NP went to funland play initial D first then after that we went to eat o.order a ruby sago then finish eating we went to second floor at lobby area to wait for weijie o..then he reach leh...then we chit chat then go buy ice-blended coffee oreo o..then after that went off to send rain home o...like her ma ma will say her "guai"then after that went to 139 to meet sheng so long never see him liao then we chat alot of things too...solo also there...then we play basketball...regain of my skill and my leg power is back too leh...then we went to play dota...erm..not bad then after that my dad came to fetch me...the end

2006-09-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

Never sleep at all this morning o...went to yishun to take bus 858 to changi airport then change train to my school thought would be faster than usual but end up super late then usual..erm..reach school leh..did abit of my work then went to watch animation for awhile then took a nap till about 1pm then continue watching the new animation i got from yun xiang..the kiba...not bad story abit too fast then usual...alot look tsubasa...then about 330 then went to yishun to meet rain realized she having a fever when she say her head is so heavy....then we to eat o..erm...we share a bowl of cheng teng..keke then after that wait for weijie..me could bought a game thx to rain o...keke...then weijie arrive leh then went wait for him to eat then we took a cab to my house...then ask rain to take a nap for awhile...so she could feel better o..then about 910 she did feel abit better bah..then send her home...erm...accompany her to buy the bread...then send her home leh..then my dad came to fetch me home too leh..

2006-09-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

today me woke up at 420...overslept so tired leh keke..erm...but sleep quite good never go school so is everybody chiong for 4 days..but thinking of the pay quite worth it...erm....woke up leh took a quite bath and meet rain at NP..erm..went to eat jap food so long never eat leh...and then the usual honeydew sago..keke..then after that went to play initial D so nice seh...erm...not bad..then got tok by a guy then solo came leh...then he took over me...keke...but he still lose seh....too bad lah..erm...after that went to walk around the 900++ to see animals..thinking want to buy a rabbit to take care..but not enough time somemore me not at home everyday leh...then erm..after that went to meet weijie bought alot of things including eating ya kun and blah blah blah..erm..went to block 359 to sit down and chit chat...erm..play some kicking moves..and of course....challenge weijie to muscle...keke..then send rain home leh...then my dad came to fetch me o

2006-09-04T02:24:00.000+08:00

erm..today finally last day of work...so sian...but not bad..erm..me today wake up so late o...erm...took a cab to NP there to take a bus to changi airport luckily make it in time for the bus and the working time too o..during the airport there i went to buy a fish burger...have to wait suddenly the manage give me a very small cup of coke seh..so nice..keke...i so shook when he give me that..keke..guess he know that i working at expo....about to late and so tired...seeing my face keke...so he give me that...after that went to work leh...notice weijie and rain came...suddenly me saw something so amazing...ALEXIS came too...keke..then after that accompany rain and the rest to help her buy a mp3..after that she and the rest went off leh..while me went back to work leh...erm..work till about 830 then started to pack up..finish packing erm...wait for rain at somerest MRT o...after that she reach leh...we went to yishun to play initial D...erm....then me send her home leh..so me head for home too keke...luckily me caught the last bus....so surprise that the last bus still have till that time...

2006-09-03T02:17:00.000+08:00

erm...today went to work almos late....what the hell...erm....but still reach there on time..erm...after that me went to work leh..so sian leh...people buying the router is getting lesser and lesser...erm...not bad...at least me dun have to suffer like the first day..erm....sale getting better as day go by..erm...forget it today not a very good working day cos of certain people working there not meaning my friend....so sian....erm....tomorrow last day hope to get my pay asap!!erm...during my work rain came to find me....quite surpising thought she never come o...heard she ask me what coffee me want o..then me guess she might be coming...then suddenly she pop out of somewhere with the coffee in her hand...so sweet...keke..after that she went to walk around the expo exhibition o...then weijie came leh then went to find her...after i finish my work then me go find them...weijie bought a mp4...thinking maybe me get a m16..keke...after that we all went to GV to play initial d weijie and rain getting better and better leh..keke..then me send rain home leh...then my dad came to fetch me...the the end for today...

2006-09-02T01:52:00.000+08:00

erm...last 2 night me never came here to blog o...so today came to blog leh...last two night i so tired that i slept forgetting to bath o..woke up too late....rain rain went to sleep leh...sad!!me too tired leh..went to expo to work o..first time i even done this kind of job..keke..erm..doing quite fine today better that last yesterday...erm..not bad..me manage to sell more of the expensive high perfomance router..hope i could own 1 too...but not now maybe wait till the standard "N" router came out first bah..then me change the router since me just bought the lousy linksys router..then nvm loh...a few years later bah..then today me woke up at 10 then went to work till 930 then me knock off...then about 630....rain came to see me o..so nice me so surprise...keke...erm...thought she not coming since she also rather busy this few days she just finish her exam today..hope she could pass with flying 2 millions colours...erm....then after that rain wait for me till me knock off o..then today a customer ask me use credit card got offer??i tell him got extra 3% surge charge...he starting to roll his eyes..keke...after that the group us went to play initial D...me starting to go rusty leh..then after initial D we went to eat our supper then weijie and me send rain rain home o..then my dad cam over to fetch me home!!

2006-08-31T07:17:00.000+08:00

today went to school at usual not late this time...erm..at school nothing much nothing to do too...watch one piece movie then want to too a nap but houyu ask me to go liao so okie...me left the school at about 320 board bus at 4...then reach my house at 440 then went out at 614 then after that reach solo house fix his com then 730 after that went to meet rain at mini toon at 750 so we go eat till about 830 then we go play initial D till about 9 bah..then we went to drink oreo ice-blended and meet weijie till 10 then me accompany rain rain to buy her colesaw and nuggets then me send her home leh....when we departed....we took a rather long time...cos tomorrow me need to work the whole day for 4 days...mean 4 days me can't send rain home...can't see her..can't play initial D with her...can't accompany her..so sad!!!must chiong for a better tomorrow...i dunno what...i really wish the rings represent the relationship we have..not just being good friend even we could not be a couple..

2006-08-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

erm...today went to school to complete some assignment for teacher...after that went to yuxuan house....while that time me chatting with rain o...then about 215 we all left yuxuan house o....after that reach city hall interchange o...went to suntec city level 7 the benkin company.....briefing briefing...so long seh..till about 6 then we all went off o...then after that me went to yishun to meet rain and weijie to eat dinner together o..we eat black pepper chicken chop rice...me share honeydew sago with again o...so nice so "sweet"..then after that we go play initial D o....erm...challenge rain a match then she went to challeng weijie o..then rain got challenge by a guy..after that that guy came to challenge me..me lose...then after that me challenge him again then me win prefect...then after that he challenge me again and then me lose again...then weijie challenge he then weijie got chop chop like the chicken chop we eat just now...after that we went to buy bubble tea loh...on the way walking to rain house..she suddenly thought of buying something for her ma ma then we head back again..after reach NP popular leh..found it closing so early o..then after that we reach rain house leh then we chit chat then we all head for home leh...

2006-08-29T00:06:00.000+08:00

erm..today went to school as usual...erm...after that went to ms april class o...finish leh went for break..finish then went to shake it class..watch my cartoon till about 2 bah..then take a nap till 245 then me went off leh...went to bugis to take 980 till my house area..since not peak hour more faster then me meet rain at NP at 520 bah...then we go eat loh...finish eating leh..we continue eat our sweet honeydew sago..keke after that we went to solo house to help him format his com....finish leh..nothing much for us to stay at 111++..so we went back to NP o..of course go there play initial D o....rain use my RX-7..suddenly me feel that car so fast seh...dunno why keke...me continue use my 86 loh....erm...after that we go to lobby level...delifrance and buy some bread o....then we went to buy blue coral milk tea...then we walk slowly till her home..keke..then we went to buy cigarette for rain rain ma ma..o then we buy the cigarette and a bottle of green tea..we share the bottle of green tea together...keke after that we slowly walk back to rain rain house o..then after that me went in to rain rain house o...keke...then weijie came leh..but he never come up then he rushly went out leh..then come up o...after that about 10.40 went back home loh...keke...

2006-08-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

today me woke up about 8..erm..took a bath then lied on the bed till my hp charge finish then me went to jurong home help him to fix his com at jurong...erm...rain accompany me chit chat till about 1130 bah....after that reach lakeside then jurong came to fetch to his home...me check his com till about 1 bah..then he treat me to an hour of game till about 2 then me went to rain house to accompany her..then we play restaurant ermpire together o..till 6 then we left for NP..erm..reach there we go to play initial after we bought oreo ice-blended...keke..we wait and wait...saw the inmanner brat...damn piss off when seeing him there..after that me dun ask him liao so me went to ask the guy who is really playing...althought he reply the same answer...as least he really told me that he might spend the whole credit in the game..($25)i was OMG..then me ask him can let us play first..he say okie..then he change machine...after that me could say master abit of TST..erm..after finish the game..erm..then went to walk around...nothing to do so we walk back her home...erm...about to reach rain rain home leh..then we realize that we forget to buy the nuggets and cheese fries..so we took bus to 200++ to buy then head back to rain rain house..keke...erm..then me head home leh o..

2006-08-27T08:26:00.000+08:00

erm...today me never sleep much...chatting with rain till morning o..then me went to pack ya kun bread for rain reach her home about 0830 in the morning then we eat the breakfast together, use the comp and took a nap too...about 12 we woke up chit chat till the worker repair finish the air con at rain masterbed room...so hot that her doggie couldn't get enough sleep...then about 12 we went out to eat our lunch together at the 400++ de kopitiam..erm..not bad then we head back to rain house o..in the late afternoon me feel so tired when rain help me do facial cleaning me fell asleep...during my sleep..rain was making cookies...erm..so nice..then finish leh..about 830 we went to NP to play initial D..finish leh..nothing to do at GV wait for weijie came he came leh...weijie suddenly say want to play initial D o..so we accompany he to play loh..keke...erm about 1030 leh...weijie show his crazy tamper out of the sudden...then went home leh...dunno why..just now wanted to accompany us go watch the "twin moon"..then so he went home loh..after that we reach there leh..rain and me walk here walk there searching for the moon...sad!! can't find it..then no choice dun want rain rain to hang out too late in the night so me send her home leh..then me took 804 till interchange area then started to walk to my house o..after that almost to the end of my journey to mandai..my dad came to fetch me o..erm..get abit of nagging..thx to rain's cookies..save me from "it"then me reach home..chat with rain on the phone for awhile then suddenly after we hang up the phone me fall asleep just woke up...sorry my beloved rain let you wait for me till late in the night...

2006-08-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

erm...today went to school as usual dunnow why recently always get scold o..reach school do nothing till yuxuan came leh..then me sleep till about 1 then do my presentation..get scold somemore me dunno how to "shoot" back o...so sian then went to animega...so long never go back liao then..started to move some object...erm...more spacious liao..after that went to buy ice-blended oreo plain keke..then went back for some briefing the me say bye bye then went back home took a bath then went to find weijie and rain at weijie house o..erm..not bad stay there till about 9 bah..then reach yishun about 930 leh..too late cannot play initial D at time zone so went GV to play loh...later want to buy ice-blended again but the auntie and uncle we usually buy from not there so never buy leh..so went to 400++ to eat fried rice and eat ice kanjang...erm...so full then weijie and me send rain home leh..then weijie apart me at block 300++ then me took bus home leh keke....

2006-08-25T00:55:00.000+08:00

today me went to school as usual...erm....after school meet nemo and the rest went to kembagan park to chit chat..erm..after that about 1 then we start to go to mrt..after that me went to yishun to meet rain o..went to rain house to meet her..then went at rain house we eat duck noodle and a egg so nice seh..after that went to GV there buy drink after playing initial D o..today nobody took the place directly play o..erm...me bought blue berry and rain bought grape...not bad the drink o..erm...then we went to my house..after that weijie also came leh..then weijie started play game...my sister suddenly came in and scold..infront of my friends o...i was OMG...dun get my hint too..after that we started to watch shaggy de dog..me fall asleep in the middle of the show...about 9 leh..then the three of us started to leave my house o..then we went to buy cigarette, ice-cream and ice-blended o...then we send rain home...we sat down at rain rain house downstair to chit chat till about 11..then we head for home leh..

2006-08-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

erm...last night never blog o...cos the com something going crazy..then me went to sleep leh..this morning william call me ask me go to school then me went to school leh..did nothing loh..hand some work to shake it then me went to tampinese to take bus 969 then..erm...reach solo house o..reach there borrow solo toilet got big business there..erm..after that went to fix solo com..his hardisk spoil guess he need to get a new one leh..keke..after that nothing to do so went pack some food then rain and me came to my house to have dinner..keke..after that weijie came too...erm..nothing so we chit chat abit..then we started to play winining eleven till about 930 bah...then went to yishun leh...weijie and me send rain home o.then weijie came over my house to stay overnight...keke...

2006-08-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

today me actually dun wan to sleep de..then after that nothing to do...erm..so went to lay down on the bed..then doze off...when i woke up...i was "WHAT THE HELL" it was 12noon leh..then no choice me went to school...need nothing there..play CS and watch bleach...then about 3 leh...me went to yishun to meet rain and weijie...me reach abit more earlier...walk around bought oreo ice blended...and waffles...erm..after that went to NP rain and weijie reach also together about 35 sec differences..keke..then we went to have our dinner o..then walk around popular then sha come and borrow some cash from me..then we wait for him at 3 floor...after that weijie go school leh...never tell me o..like he dunno sha like that..lol then after that rain and me wait for initial D..so long o..they play and play like we dun exist like that...ask them how long they going to play o...then the guy ans me "dunno"...then i was OMG...then too long leh...then rain about to sleep liao then no choice..we left the place without playing..so sian..dun get to play o..then rain and me went to buy oreo ice blended again...keke..can chose what to mix o..keke..so nice the people over there..erm..after that we walk slowly to rain house downstair..then meet her family..keke...after that have a small chat..then me head for home loh..

2006-08-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

last night me chat with rain till morning...me finally understand her abit more leh...we chat till about 8 leh..then me went to charge my hp but accidentally doze off...wake up about 12 bah...wake by my sister then me change clothes leh...then started to prepare to move some etc stuff from my old home to my new home...nothing much today progress...erm...after that rain came to my house about 5 bah..then we went to yishun..erm...while weijie went to join his parent for dinner..then rain and me went to buy some bread to eat o...we went to the nearby field to check on the wind and the stars...erm...after that quite nice and romantic keke..after that weijie finish his dinner leh..then we went to play initial D....erm...not bad..weijie finally win somebody in initial d...althought he "eat" his car but dun not matter...cos his opponent car is a very good car in all round just his butt quite big..erm..not bad way to go after that nothing to do o..then we to opposite to sit down and chit chat weijie and rain was editing the song "tong hua"...then me watch them happy happy de..then after that weijie went home while me send rain to town area...till she meet her friends...then me head for home leh...

2006-08-20T02:27:00.000+08:00

erm...today me woke up at 12 but never go play soccer cos my leg very de pain..erm...after that went to solo house to help him fix his com..erm...seriously me really dunno how to fix it..erm..after that went to play conquer..created a character then about to 4 leh...went to bugis to find rain...erm..reach there about 4.30 bah..then went off meet rain leh...accompany her walk walk...erm...the couple rings so nice and beautiful...after that walk around the junction see alot of things..erm..after that went to parkroyal hotel with rain to see her friend there...keke..after that erm..visit her friend leh..then we went back to yishum to find weijie meet him at mac in NP..erm..then rain and me have dinner while weijie watching us..saw him drooling saliva keke..after that went to play initial D..erm...quite fast seh...after that about to 9 leh..then we go buy oreo ice blended..erm..coffee de..me share with rain o..reach rain home downstair we stay there chit chat awhile till about 11 bah..then me wait for my dad to come and fetch me go home...keke..end of today blog...tomorrow have to move some furniture..nobody helping me...big problem...

2006-08-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

erm..last night never blog cos me very de chek about my new com...internet connection...when connect throught it restart itself very chek...then me went to sleep leh..this morning seriously overslept...can't even heard my alarm ringing..so accidentally skip school...erm..after that me wake up about 12 then went to solo house to fix his com..ermm after that rain and the rest came leh..then we go play basketball...ermm..after that went Chong pang CC to play but too bad too many people so we went to Nee Soon CC to play erm..after that rain and me went to do some simple math question after that about 7 leh...then we all went to play initial D...erm...waited so long seh...then could play with rain erm..after that notice that the time is about to 9 leh...then we so shift place from 200++ to rain house downstair and saw her uncle ricky..erm...who alway call rain "complaints queen" keke...so funny..after that weijie and me play defensive game...erm...not bad...me found out me recently get too hotheaded...erm..not enought sleep o...after that...send rain home..her ma ma give some niap niap...and some milo o...erm...so nice seh...feel so hungry now..erm...then later head for home leh..
today me feel my head very de heavy...my body feel very de uneasy...my neck so stiff...so weird..guess my body can't take it anymore liao...

2006-08-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

erm..today me never go school o...cos me wake up at 930..think if go school sure no mood to study de..so me stay at home do some work o..erm...finish about 2 bah..not sure..erm...after that nothing to do so rest at my bed there..suddenly fall asleep seh...then weijie and rain came to my house...erm..want to watch dragon tiger gate..erm...and the ghost city...erm..not bad de show seh...erm..after that about to 8 leh..so we all went NP to play initial D..erm..after that about 845 liao..erm..me go buy router..erm..thought that today my new com can finally use internet...then bought a keyboard too..erm..after that..accompany to help her ma ma buy cigarette then me go buy oreo ice blended...mint this time...then after that rain and me walk to her home...then send her home leh..me reach home liao then started to do the com after my bath....but me dunno why i can't get my new com to start the internet...erm..after that very de chek...ermm....dunno why my new com can start internet but after awhile then it auto restart...sian.!!!

2006-08-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

erm..today went to school...erm..not bad not so late..then went to school watch animation till the school end about 4 we leave never go for miss april lesson cos the CMPB(Central ManPower Base) close at 5 while april lesson end at 5 too..erm..after that went to redhill then took a bus to CMPB....all houyu and me just did some measurement and collect some form...then go back home leh...erm..reach home about 6 then took a bath then go meet rain..erm..thought not meeting her...erm...can kind of weird not meetin her..after that meet her at we go play initial D...kind of funny..erm..ask weijie to eat the pro guy car..he really did it leh..but the guy play boost on..too bad lah..weijie erm..lose...lol..then after that me and rain play together..finish liao nothing to do o...after that we go buy oreo ice blended..erm..mine coffee first time try leh..after that went to block 200++ to drink then we chat...keke..abotu to 10 leh...then weijie and me send rain home o..erm..not bad...on the way...erm..weijie can really keep rain accompany....dunno why i can't chitty chattie like him..keke...

2006-08-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

Last night that thing really bother me...be so sad till about 1230..when you message me...erm...you might not notice the stars..inside..
erm....last night never sleep..something bother me..erm...about 640 me go prepare to go to school..erm..reach school about 830..erm...after that went to class..till about 11 then headed for yishun to buy a special container..erm..after that reach home about 1 bah...then me go bath...erm..then waiting for rain to come my house to watch movie..erm...call weijie can't contact him...rain reach my house about 230 bah..never really notice...after that we watch posidence and the she is a man..erm..after that school about 930 leh o...then me accompany rain to four leave to buy some bread me buy some too...erm..not bad...the bread there...then send rain home leh...then me head for home too...

2006-08-14T00:31:00.000+08:00

yo got back from malaysia..erm..yesterday about to go to malaysia me overslept..make rain and her family wait for me...so sad...make them wait....erm..reach there about 4 or 5 bah..after that went out for dinner..erm..finish dinner leh..went back there play winining eleven till about 2..erm...then wake this morning play game till about 4 then rain dad drive me home..then meet rain, weijie and solo at mac there..erm...after that went to play initial D..then me go buy some stuff at NP..after that nothing to do so went to sit down at a playground...erm...chit chat till about 1030 then send rain home...erm..after that my sister came to fetch me...then me reach home leh...
me thougth alot of things lately...i realized i can't be a good boyfriend...me can't prove her...even i try...yet i failed....me really unless...can't even pass my advance theory and basic theory easily..even going to school small matter me can't even do properly....there alot of thing i can't do it...i can't complete such small easy things...me so useless..

2006-08-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well.

You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music.

You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

What's Your Learning Style?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance

You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea

The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood

It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.

Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.

You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.

For you, comfort and calm are very important.

You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.

You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy

Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient.

You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

You Are Superman

Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound.

And pretty cute too. No wonder you're the most popular superhero ever!

What Superhero Are You?

You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.

You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.

Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.

Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.

You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.

Big things and big changes are about to come your way.

And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are Apple Pie

You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional

Those who like you crave security

What Kind of Pie Are You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.

And that's marriage - with the right person.

You're serious about settling down some time soon.

Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical

Patriotic

Ambitious

Not egoistic

Loves praise

Loves to joke

Fun to be with

Not pretending

Loves attention

Short tempered

Hates restrictions

Loves to socialize

Loves to be loved

Loyal and generous

Impatient and hasty

Changing personality

Good sense of humor

Honest and trustworthy

Influential in organizations

Takes high pride in oneself

Active in games and interactions

What's Your True Birth Month?

You Are Sunshine

Soothing and calm

You are often held up by others as the ideal

But too much of you, and they'll get burned

You are best known for: your warmth

Your dominant state: connecting

What Type of Weather Are You?

Your Eyes Should Be Blue

Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness

What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra

You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.

And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road!

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.

While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Jiro Takashi

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Monster Profile

Psychotic Demon

You Feast On: Pickles

You Lurk Around In: Sewers

You Especially Like to Torment: Hairdressers

What's Your Monster Name?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.

That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!

The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.

You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.

Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.

As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

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Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.

Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.

And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.

You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.

Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!

The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures

Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez

Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

What Color Is Your Aura?

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 40%

Pride: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

2006-08-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

today never go to school..erm..overslept..sian..erm..wake up started to do my work til about 2 plus bah..then watch cartoon got abit hook up forget the time fast rush to rain house reach there about 4..erm..after that went to help rain and her ma ma to buy hell notes..erm..after that went back there..erm..stay there to have dinner.erm..so nice seh..the dinner over there..keke..erm..after that went to find weijie about 8 bah..then we go play initial D..erm...not bad...after that went to block 300++ to sit down and chit chat..erm..chit chat till forget the time..erm..about 10.20...erm..abit late leh o..then send rain home..erm..we walk to rain home...not bad..nice weather...keke...reach rain house leh...see her go into her house..then me and weijie headed for home leh...keke..

2006-08-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

You May Be a Bit Histrionic...

Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention.

And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed.

You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate.

If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

2006-08-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

today went to school late...i mean very late..reach there...houyu and the rest about to go liao....erm...so me stay behind for awhile then finish up my assignment..after that went for meeting about 1+ plus...after that went back home o..took my ps 2 then went to 925 went to repair while waiting for rain to reach yishun after that nothing to do..so went to play initial D for awhile then go my house to play winining eleven 10..erm...so nice finally can play leh o..after rain want to create a new wreastler so me let her play o..erm...about 9 liao...rain haven't create finish so save the work after that went to meet weijie..erm...about to 10 leh...play abit of initial D then send rain home o..then my dad came to fetch me leh..

2006-08-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

erm...this post should be last night de..yesterday me overslept again...went to weijie about 11++ then from there we walkt to northlink building....thank to weijie we loss our way..erm..after that call rain then finally reach leh..after that we pray pray leh then start the buffet at about 11 plus...then me play with rochelle...rain's little cousin...erm..after that rain went to her cousin house..to pray to her auntie..while weijie and me went to sembawang..erm...after that we went to yishun NP..then rain came over to meet us at NP..then we go play Initial D....finish leh..then they all come over my house to watch NDP and do alot of thing..erm..rain help me do some facial cleaning..erm..after that went to ah hua there to eat..erm...finish eating leh..then me send rain home..then me head for home..too leh..

2006-08-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

erm..today went to meet rain for breakfast at about 7.then went back home to take a nap o...after that about 11++ weijie call and receive a message so call rain o..after that reach sembawang about 1230..erm..late so late...reach jurong point there about 130 bah..went to meet rain at the value dollar shop..accompany rain buy some clothes..erm...so cheap the clothes over there..ermm...me aimming a jacket over there...8 dollars..so nice..so cool..wear liao sure very de warm de..erm..wear at home only keke..after that nothing to do so went to play initial D...erm...as expected...alot of people seeing rain playing o...somemore want to play with her..keke...after that nothing to do..so we go eat mos burger..the burger so small....erm..me not full enough so me jio weijie go eat KFC O.R chicken chop..after that nothing to do o...so went to outside...weijie and me go smoke...after that took a train back to yishun...erm..me took a nap at the corner of the train seh..not that sleepy after that nap...after that we go to block 200++ to sit down slack...erm...after that went to NP cos rain need to buy bread then ask weijie to buy me a drink cos he nearly finish up my drink he dun want o..after that rain want to eat mango strudel...he immediately buy o...erm...trying to make me angry keke....like i care...after that took a bus to 359..took a sit there to chit chat and have the strudel...erm..ritz's strudel not bad...so nice seh..erm..about to be 10 leh..then we send rain home..then weijie and me headed for home leh..

2006-08-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

Today me feel different...this is what she feel maybe i should respect her wish maybe this is the best she could feel..i feel i not good enough for her but me trying to do my best but she keep saying that i can't do it...i can't prove to her...maybe i can't really prove to her...i did my best..she know me well too...i really dunno what to do..so i just do what she wanted..hope this is the best for her..all i can is to do is to keep her happy..maybe i can't do what she really wanted to..i really admit me do not have enough determination..but something i really have determination..like being with her...i really want her to be happy..even she is angry or sad..i wanted to be with her help her vent her anger, help to cheer her up...i promise i will wait for her...it really a promise not sweet talk...

2006-08-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

just go back from malaysia..erm..this time me bought alot of game to play o..erm..did alot of things at malaysia..erm...went to do my hair and watch rain do her hair too..keke..after that went to help rain dad to cleant the house too..erm..me did nothing much at all..at night accompany rain and her ko ko play winining eleven 10...erm..so much fun seh..specially rain dream team...i like her buffon 1st attire..so nice so colourful seh..erm..travel alot seh..erm...rain dad bought all of us to eat everyday keke...no wonder rain say she go malaysia will get fatter me understand leh...keke...uncle bought to alot of places got alot of nice food...erm..malaysia may not consider a bad place either..keke..

2006-08-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

today me went to school freaking late..today class started at 8..then me reach there about 10...then more power is me leave the school at 11...william at there ..... nothing to say..after that went to tampinese..erm...after that walk around there finding some pirated games to play...but too bad...can't find any i like de..after that went to yuxuan house to take the scanner from him then me head for home to left my printer then went to 925 there to fix my ps....left there for some tunning..after that went to rain house to study for the advance theory test..erm..rain rain ma ma ask both of us to have dinner first...after having dinner erm..then rain second bro drove us to SSDC..after that have our test...me dun get it why me fail o....grr...after that rain and me took a bus back to yishun then we go play initial D..4 bucks o...erm..after that went to buy oreo ice-blended..then we slowly walk to rain house..then after me head for home leh..keke.

2006-08-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

went to school..erm..reach there about 12..3d lesson ended leh..erm...after that went to meet the babe they all o...at block 55..yuxuan and me eat only..erm..me eat prate today so nice..erm..after that went to smoke then went back to school..so sian..reach there nothing to do o...so sian then call rain to chit chat..erm..then yuxuan and hou yu chat with her seh...keke..after that finally can go leh o..erm..take 969 to yishun meet rain o..then take 856 again to weijie house..erm...stay there for awhile then accompany weijie to yishun then he headed for school leh..rain and me went to play initial D while waiting for weijie and then after that went to shop shop around..erm..finish liao...rain and me feel hungry so we went to buy some buy...after that sit there chit chat till 9++ bah...erm..weijie call rain...so we meet him at 205 there..after that about to be 10 leh..the three of us went to 359 there..send rain home o..after that..me head for home leh..

2006-08-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

today me did something stupid again...never think of what will happen if i do this or if i dun do this...i really stupid man....grr....i going crazy...i never do thing rite...shit...guess me still got alot to learn how to take care of people think myself too bah...erm..got to learn what a gal want...and what she hope...erm..faster learn bah alvin...continue what i did...today me went to weijie house to do something..erm..my homework...erm..still got some unfinish work own to tim must hand up by this friday o..after that nothing to do..me lazy to go malaysia with weijie o...still must pass custom...erm..lazy...then after that went back home about 1430 reach my house...started to reformat my com o...erm...after that rain came to my house leh...erm..me watch rain do her work..about 5 or 6 weijie reach leh...then rain fall asleep..erm..me doing my com...reformat so me can make it more nicer...and more organize...about 8 plus...something fishy..about weijie...he attack at me like a wild beast..erm...me fight liao i goin to kill by him...erm...just playing playin only...too bad lah..me dun have the coolness of "the rock" erm..after the inhouse match..half time..erm..got some fingernail injuries left by weijie..rain help me to applied some toothpaste to make me feel better..erm..so nice..if everyday like that treat me..me will be flying o...then after that about 9 rain parent came to fetch her home while weijie walk back o...erm..me very de guai today stay at home...

2006-08-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today went to school..about 10..reach there doin nothing...after that went to pc lab 2..doin abit of work then my class advisor...suddenly ask me am i okie??me very shock he even ask me to go home take a rest..very de shock hearding this from him..then me listen to him..then left the school with the babes of my class..after that went to yishun meet rain..erm..this time she treat me eat sundae...erm..not bad..weijie there after awhile nothing to after we eat our ice-cream then we go play initial D..erm..not bad..lose to rain alot of time seh..she improve alot liao..more than weijie...erm..after that went to rain house..stay with her...till about 530..then we got eat dessert with weijie...erm..he having his dinner be4 he went to his afternoon lesson..erm..after that we went back to rain house when weijie went for his class..me stay at rain house for dinner..not bad...me got green green vegetable...taste good..very de full o...then me stay with rain till weijie got back from his class...then we went downstair to chat..about 1015 me send rain home..erm..on the way to yishun weijie collaspe..help him up then went back to yishun..my dad came to fetch me...me headed for home leh..

2006-07-31T00:33:00.000+08:00

erm..today went to rain to rain house..then we meet leh then went to Giant...walk around shopping while waiting for weijie..erm..he late again..guess i rite..then after that weijie reach leh..rain, weijie and me went to shop for cup noodle..erm..me bought alot of thing today o..after that weijie and me pay cab go my house..then we reach leh...got everything in prepare...after that...started to cook our noodle then while eating while watching the show over the hedge...then after the show..we change the show to X-men 3..the show quite..sian liao when xavier died..erm..after that found out rain doze off..then me carry her to the bed...erm...then me do abit of clean up..about 930..we went back to yishun leh...play abit of initial D..not bad seh...then weijie and me send rain home..then me head for home too leh..

2006-07-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

today me went to play soccer but not really much cos today 10++ raining liao..erm..after that went to eat with my secondary school friend..erm..not bad...eat laksa..after that took a bus to yishun interchange then me went to Timezone to play abit of game...erm...finish leh..then went to find rain about 12.30 bah..then me have a chat with rain's ma ma..then rain and me watch the popcorn popping in her microwave..erm..after that we took bus to interchange..during the ride...erm..forget to bring rain VCD..erm...then no choice then went back again...after that weijie actually ask us to play initial D for the first time seh..so we went to play loh..erm..done leh..after that...return to home...with weijie and rain...erm....started to watch pink Panther...done leh...after that...went outside to have our dinner...rain call for fried bee hoon while weijie and me call for fried rice...erm..fried been hoon not bad..but the fried rice all smoke smell not really good..after that..went back to watch movie again..erm....this time is going to be the animal..not bad show..during the show..rain ask me for my clay so me pass to her..she started doing my hair..design a good style seh...after that....done with the show...then we all went back to yishun..shop around cold storage...erm..accompany rain shopping..tomorrow got some nice stuff to eat leh..rice ball o...then after that we buy oreo ice-blended..walking to rain house..erm..not bad..after that we sat at one corner chit chat...then weijie and rain play with my hair leh..not bad looking seh..then rain and me finally took a couple photo...really hope can be like that forever keke...then after that..send her home...got to try harder to be her idea bf...keke...

2006-07-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

today rain give me a morning call then went to school..erm...but dunno why me still late..me did the thing neccessary to hand up..erm...then went off about 11 bah..then to kembagan park to sit down for awhile..with my class babe...then after that went to MRT take the train to queenway meet weijie there..erm...reach there rain came leh then me have a freaking good chat with alexis..erm..other gal...erm...not bad...then went to city hall to play games...play need for speed:most wanted and counterstrike clare never follow us...sian..then after that we all went to toa payoh so rain can buy some bread for her ma ma..erm..after that on the train weijie went home..ron, rain and me alighted at yishun walk all the way to 200 there to buy games..GREAT THANKS to ron me finally can get the game i been finding so long seh...erm..after that send ron to NP there..rain and me went off to play initial D...not too bad bah...rain improve alot o...then after that rain and me share money to buy an oreo ice blended..erm..went to take a bus...not bad seh...chit chat till her home..realised something...i still can't gain her trust...
i guess me not hardworking enough...me can't gain ur trust...it maybe true..that guys does stare, sweet talk flirt with pretty gal...i have to admit..all the guy are the same..including me...look like i still the same guy in ur heart...still the same flirt, dirty minded and other things too..guess me still have to work harder..to prove to you...maybe typing maybe easy...i know it hard to show...maybe this is what i show bah..cos no way pretty gal would even look at me..cos me no money, me no looks..maybe this is for the best bah..

2006-07-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

erm..today me overslept o!!about 1150 woke up by weijie call..then went to find rain at her house...erm..reach there solo and weijie was there liao..so waiting for rain to come down so we went to buy ice-cream to eat..erm..not bad..then rain came down liao...so walk till NP..weijie went off liao..erm..solo, rain and me went to popular to get some book me bought leh..kind of hardworking leh..then me rain and me went to solo house..me lie down at solo bed while solo went to take a bath..rain using his com...me also doze off..erm..after that went to weijie house...erm..rain doing her work abit while me dunno do what smoke a stick of cigarette then go disturb rain leh...erm..after that meet jingyi...chat till about 730 bah then went to play initial D leh...after that went off to shop around fairprice!!!after that chat about magic magic...about to 10 leh..rain and me went off leh...me send her till her doorstep...then after that me went home...
Found out this..my type of gal i like...and really hope a gal could treat me this way
Write down my name and call me Dear in her blog..cos she want to let me know I important to her!!
She Hug me infront of everybody..cos she really like me..
She took a long time dressing up..just to be her best so that everybody know I got the best gf i could have
Jealous cos me being too friendly with any gal..cos she really love me dun want anyone to take me away
Message me even she is busy just to let me know what she doing..cos she fear i dunno where she is
Message me when she thinking of me..cos she miss me what!!wan to know where am i an what i doing!!
Call me in the middle of the night even she have to speak like a mice..cos she just want to heard my voice
Go on Diet because you saying her not fat enough...cos she thought i am trying to tell her she is fat!!
Control me doing some action that spoil my image..cos she want to catch my attention...
Hold me tight so hug so hard that i hardly can breath..cos she really dun want to let me go...
Oh My Oh My...if any guy got this kind of GalFriend Pls CHERISH her...dun even let her go....
cos me have a friend which i love her rite now!!she lose her trust cos she did the some of the above actions to the her BF..but not all the guys cherish her...i dun get why does those guy treat her that way...I may not be her idea guy she want...

2006-07-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

erm..back online leh...continue from just now!!me went back home after my lesson then me change my clothes then took a shower...then went yishun to meet rain at NP mac!!after that rain saw her shatac friends...erm..all cute gal leh..then went to play initial D...reach there prepare to play together...erm..but end up seeing some of the machine dun have steering wheel..i was..what the hell..cannot play with rain leh..erm..nvm loh..so rain started first watching her play akagi and Irosaka(something like this bah!!can jump cliff de) then after that found out she improve..she still can go future..then after that is my turn leh..my akagi haven't improve at all!!damn it!!then my akina improve!!by0.2sec..erm...i was!!nvm lah..rain say better than nothing at least got improve..erm..then after that meet weijie at mac...rain treat me ice-cream this time..cos if me dun let her treat next time she dun let me treat her again..then rain and me enjoy ice-cream till half way then weijie arrive..ermm..not really a grand arrival...forget it!!then weijie, rain and me went to block 700++ to buy bubble tea and some bread then we headed for Nee Soon east CC..meet solo there..erm..not that bad..then me and weijie play basketball abit...not bad so long never play till my full standard..me started to regain my leg power leh...erm..after that sit aside nothing to do so rain and me discuss "N" level math together with solo friend so funny...weijie say his "N" level math get A2 but his method of doing erm..something wrong!!after that i know why weijie and me can't get something question correct..realized..we so long never do math..keke..all of us doing the math question all having fun seh!!after that weijie headed for home leh..rain and me went to see CC got any activities..after that me send rain home..we walk slowly from CC there to her home...admiring the scenry...keke..she told me what happened today..keke..after that me realized something...sending her home...me headed for home too leh...
me realized that she is more happy now then she use to be!!this is what i see..i dunno...maybe i know what weijie trying to tell me leh...maybe he dun have that idea...this thinking is what i think of..myself bah!!maybe weijie dun even know..he make me realized...as long as she is happy than what we use to be...just hope she can be as happy as today is everyday...

2006-07-26T09:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday me went to school as usual..erm..i mean usual mean i still late..meet yuxuan and the rest to go eat then went to smoke at the opposite block 55..erm..finish leh about 1..went back for lesson then finish the lesson for the day..me went back home to change then went to find rain..went to chong pang to get some stuff for her mum birthday then went to rain house leh..about 7 went to sembawang for awhile then after that went back there again on cab..celebrate her mum birhday then cut the cake..eat the steamboat..erm..not bad at all...done leh went back home..unable to blog..went to play ps 2 abit..then went to sleep leh..wake up about 645..damn i late..meet rain to have breakfast...faster rush now reach there..let her wait for long...OMG..done leh we went to MRT together..after that she took her train to school while me took my own train too..will be back again if my com tonight can be use!!

2006-07-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

last night me chat with rain till morning then me went to school without sleeping....reach school leh...collect my timetable then study the theory of Apply design...erm..done leh..went to sleep for awhile..then tim came rush us for our unhanded work..erm...know what i have to do...erm...after that miss skimish brief us about the project management..starting from tomorrow...erm...good thx...tim not teaching..heng ar!!but not that cos he teaching bad lah..is that can more easy to concerntrate on fewer subject..after that about 11 then went to meet rain at her school..erm..waited for her..found her leh..then went back to yishun so we can play basketball...erm..meet ron and aaron at 139...me and rain late seh..about 4 reach there...after that play basketball with alot of people then...solo came too...play a better match with them..finish leh..about 0830 then send rain home together with weijie...after that me and weijie chit chat abit..then head home leh..

2006-07-24T01:45:00.001+08:00

today went to sembawang wait for weijie after we got out from bed...erm..waited for weijie to finish his bath and change his clothes..while me walking around Sun plaza..after that meet weijie..went to yishun to meet rain rain and ron at the first cabin..then went marina bay...alex was there leh...not bad his on time...but we are not!!and that bad you know...erm..after that..waited for sophia and her friend..erm..know her friends leh...then went to dragon village to start the food...but found out there is no dragon there leh..erm...sophia and her friend went off about 830 bah..then finish the food at about 9 then went to play pool..not bad...about 1050 bah then we went off leh..took the about to be the last bus..then reach MRT there..took the train leh..so empty that we can choose where to sit leh..erm...then alex drop off at city hall then then me and rain is the second to drop at yishun then weijie at sembawang..last de is ron..so scary leh the way for ron to get back...home!!!erm..send rain home..then me headed for home...
if you really think that being a bad gal really going to solve the problem it really going to break my heart...if you really turn into a bad cos of me!!i feel like stabbing myself with a knife!!pls i really dun want things to turn out this way too..just want you to be happy...but i dunno how to make you happy if you going to think this way..i'm sorry..

2006-07-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

2006-07-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

today me meet rain at her house about 11 bah...accompany her till about 2 then we headed for yishun cold storage..keke..reach there erm..shop for something we want...popcorn...erm...found it but $6++..so expensive...erm..so we decide to go SSC buy loh..erm..but ve4 we go to have some bread and donuts..erm...then we waited for the shuttle bus..then reach there we bought KFC chicken chop but we only bought 1 set..so we can one mouth for each other..keke..then weijie came leh..so we went around shopping..for popcorn there only $3++ only leh..erm..so went we took a popcorn and a garlic bread along..thinking of drinks..erm..shop around found the champaign..so cheap 2++ only..so bought liao then went to pay leh...weijie, rain and me quence it different channel..so more faster what...then weijie so call cut quence seh..then counter people ask him to come to a new corner..so bought liao went to take bus 980 to my house..so to do th popcorn but me dunno the oven at my house is convention oven..thought mircowave seh...erm..then the popcorn only half done..so went to head the garlic bread..then open the champaign at my room...open the spot light..erm..not bad seh..then romantic environment..so went to watch the disater show is about CD6 and CD 5 collapse together..to form a CD 7..omg..the show quite long but..erm...not bad the show..then about 930pm..weijie, rain and me went to yishun again..then weijie and me pack chicken rice to go rain house to eat..erm..so nice the food..finish leh...since me and weijie can't catch the last bus back home so he came to my house to stay overnight..erm..not bad...DONE leh..finish went back to home leh...weijie wear my basketball jersey..not bad his FIGURE..waited for him to finish typing his blog but then me found something..why he can use his com for the whole day not sian de..COS he type very de slow seh!!
i really hope that me can be beside you when you fall me would catch you..when your friend ask you that is that ur bf??i really hope you will answer yesh!!i not trying to force you!!!just really hoping for that day to come!!

2006-07-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

last night..chat with rain till about 6 bah..erm...then she went to sleep..me stay awake so can give her a morning call..keke...actually scare me overslept..so me play my ps 2..erm...found out by my dad me never sleep!!so me went out about 930 bah..erm....reach rain house about 1015..she haven't bath...she dun let me in cos she dun want me to see her just wake up face...erm..keke..so me waited outside till she ready...erm..after awhile she done leh..me went in accompany her awhile..when she busy doing her things..erm..me play with marco...he bite me..i was..not that really pain..when he release..me go wash hand leh..ermm.....so till about 1230 bah...went out but marco dun let us out..stuck there..quite sometime so take a cab.. to woodland..i send her to MRT so she can revise more comfortable without makin her uncomfortable..erm..later she call me say she hungry...me send a few pieces of bread to her hand..so she dun have to starve herself..erm...after that me go roam around causeway point...after that about 3 liao me went to rain school to fetch her..nothing to do so went to jurong to play pool and have our dinner with ron and alex..erm..not bad the noodles..then went back to yishun bought oreo ice blended..erm..meet weijie and then sit under blk 205 chit chat..erm..after that went to play initial D..erm..finish leh then went to buy mac hot funge...with chopped peanuts..sit outside breadtalk to enjoy our ice-cream while weijie never eat so he enjoy his cigarette..erm..after that send her home..then me and weijie walk to yishun then took our own bus then headed home leh..
every words from you to me mean alot to me.....i dunno whether you have feelings for me anot but...just want you to be happy...me thought that you have the feeling back for me during the afternoon...me was very happy...ur smile today was indeed different from this few days..i really hope i can see this smile on ur face.....since you really dun want weijie to feel sad...me will do what you say bah...

2006-07-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

last night chat with rain abit i think till 5 bah..then went to sleep leh..wake up about 11 bah..then went to bath..then went to rain house to accompany her..actually dun let her meet other boys keke..then about 2 solo came leh..then he accompany us till about 5 bah..then we went to changi airport...then buget terminal..indeed is a buget terminal...nothing there but han food court and the counter..and a large space..erm..nvm lah...not my airport to...keke..then rain's family treat me early dinner again..me dun want de..cos me feel very de paiseh leh..erm...must treat her next time if got chances..keke..then me and rain send her parent to door leh...then we wave goodbye to them..erm....then rain elder brother drive a round east coast to buy chicken wing...10 bah..then we eat on the car!!not bad the wing!!erm..then meet weijie at northpoint after we bought the oreo cookies ice blended..and of course play initial D...so lucky today won a guy..he use a levin 86..pickup super fast seh..erm..after that went back to mac we won ice cream..keke..then went to chit chat at the nearby HDB...erm..about ten then me and weijie send rain home..after sending her home me headed for home too leh...

2006-07-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

today me wake up at about 11 by rain call keke..then me sleep for awhile..very de tired..about 3++ sleep..then about 12 me wake up and bath...then wake weijie up..then he change his clothes..while me wating for him..then after that went to meet rain while weijie went back home to take a bath...me reach rain's house...then follow by solo...erm..nothing to do so the three of us went off leh...then went to MRT there leh...so rain and me took a shuttle bus to SSC(Sembawang Shopping Centre)..erm..so some shopping for grocery..so we can cook so food at weijie house..after 1 and the half hour of shopping...erm...we finally got what we want..total PRICE!! is only $6.45..funny rite...erm..shop so long then buy 3 stuff only..keke..cos we think what to cook so we can buy the rite stuff...think of cook italy noodle..you know...on the second thought..forget it bah..so we went to weijie house on bus 856...reach leh...weijie took a long time to open the door..cos he naked..i mean topless..keke..not nothing at all.keke..finish leh...we all rest for awhile..since we still full...then rain there trying so hard to revise for her test on this coming sat..but end up..she there reading teenager..then slowly turn to the com..leaving her book there...i was there "......."nvm...time up...here come the main event...erm...rain want to cook on her own...me think that we all should cook like that more fun...erm....think about the stupid thing we do....so funny...then me cook eggs...while rain cook the noodles..weijie..erm..i forget what he do leh..i think there...find things what we want bah??..not sure..then after that..we all started to eat loh..we make quite a mess there in the kitchen..but we did clean up after the dinner...me mopped the floor and clean the stove cos got extra noodles and campbell soup there ar!!erm...for weijie he help rain to wash the plates and spoon and chopsticks...erm...quite alot of things to wash...keke...finish everything...we then went back to yishun on bus...erm..nothing to do so went to play initial D...after a few match...nothing much leh...then we went to a place to chit chat...erm....finish leh..we went to northpoint to get some food for rain family..erm...me send rain home..while weijie headed for home too...erm...me stay over for supper bah..nothing much...not bad the food..me playing with marcos..so funny..me forget not to disturb him while he eating keke...nearly got bite by him...so close...erm...finish leh me head for home..rain chasing me home keke...jkin jkin...

2006-07-19T01:50:00.000+08:00

today went to meet rain and solo at northpoint..so went to solo house to fix his com..erm...this time let him reformat..but he a fast learner so it will be fast...so he did it not bad at all..so i can save some time lying on solo bed...keke...lol so hot the days recently..after that went to northpoint with rain..erm..no more crap leh lah..later me crap seller of MandaI zoo seh...so went there to play initial D 1 game nia..waited so long..nvm lah as long i with her i dun mind at all keke...after some time finally can get to play..erm...after the game...rain won me but a guy level 18 challenge her..so me took over the wheel...but still got "tok" like siao..dunno why me still not pro enough.....after that send rain till the bus stop cos rush of time..erm...want to send her till her house door..feel uneasy not to send her till her doorstep..then me went to sembawang to meet all my friends..then went to rehill to wait for a bus..so long never go as a big group..but sian...waste time only..then went to hougang there..walk around...only..then me went back to yishun..with sheng and weijie...we ate our supper together...me found out that...we still got the gap that draw us away...maybe i understand now why we quarrel...after our supper...found out that we miss our last bus home..so weijie came to my house to still overnight..

2006-07-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

today woke up when rain give me a call..then me went to take a bath..about to go out the rain i mean the water droplet that drop from the sky...not the gal call rain...came..then me stay at home for awhile till the rain i mean the water droplet that drop from the sky came to a stop then me went to lavender to collect my ma ma passport i mean the book that need to travel around the world...so i wrote down my I/C you know it mean Identific Card..and my name..you should know what people call me..collection done..went back home to left the passport i mean the book that need to travel around the world..then me went to sembawang a place in singapore and where weijie live of course..to meet him lah...what do you think...erm...went to took a train to queenway then walk to rain school..you know what is school??it a place where people pay money then everyday go the same place then see teacher and the teacher see..when you teacher ask you questions just "orh" "orh" "orh" then he will say "Good very smart"...wait for rain i mean my friend..you know not the water droplet that drop from the sky..she finish her test after we taken our lunch..you know lunch??Food that we eat during the noon..to fill our stomach...so when met her so we went to queenway MRT..some people dunno what is MRT..it mean "Mass Rapid Transport"..it a transport you know what is transport..it a vehicle or moving machine that bring or take something or people from 1 place to the other..to Boon lay..It a place in singapore..famous for cheap petrol if you want to play initial D..you know what the petrol..it a token that you can start playing initial D...you know what is token...it a credit..that simple rite!! we went there of course play initial D loh..finish leh...went to buy bubble tea..erm..it a drink you know very popular among small kids and teenagers..went outside the shopping centre...you know what is shopping centre...it a place where shops and shops different de..gather around the centre..so call shopping centre..outside the shoppping centre..we smoking and drink bubble tea it a drink you know very popular among small kids and teenagers..finish smoking then we take the MRT back it mean "Mass Rapid Transport"..it a transport you know what is transport..it a vehicle or moving machine that bring or take something or people from 1 place to the other to yishun...a place in singapore...then me and weijie send rain home loh..since weijie and me like to do it alot...send gal home....then me and weijie went to a block sit down for awhile then we both headed home leh...
i understand what is love..is all about the one you love to be happy even do it sometime needed for you to crush ur own heart..today me saw her happy...it almost reach the top of my heart...to me i am willingly to do it...am i given a chance??if not a single bit i still willingly to do it...some people may say it stupid...to me it is worth..i trying to change for her...no more kids method of making her happy..me run out idea leh...changing method..got to do it the more manly way...

2006-07-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

last night i did it again...i chat with rain till 8..we chat quite alot of things...keke..we hang up together about 8 bah..then went to took a nap till 3 bah..the weather is freaking hot today...i sweating like hell when i reach solo house about 4 then started to help solo to fix his com but the net cause the problem..sian...look like his anti virus is not that good...then rain reach solo house about 6 bah..not really sure..cos the weather is really hot..then rain and me went off about 7 to pass some stuff to my friends..at sembawang..meet weijie there too..then we go eat loh..erm..today sun plaza seem to have a food fest man...so man nice stuff...good food..then went off to play initial D loh..keke..rain getting better and better leh..she good..even she dun use the eraser...if she learn the feint and 5 out of 4 she 1 day win me seh..faster improve my TST..erm..finish playing leh then went to accompany rain to buy some veggie for her house..more and more like housewife leh...keke..then weijie send rain and me to MRT while he head for home leh..erm..me send rain home...her ma ma came back from malaysia today...hope she can sleep early cos she look very de tired and restless..i getting worried..hope she can sleep abit more today..send rain home..me headed for home too leh...
last night she told me...she maybe giving me a chance...to me...even a small chance..me will cherish it cos i really like her......

2006-07-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

last night...chat with rain till morning leh..then me went to sleep for awhile...woke up at 2++ went to find solo to fix his software..then went to woodland with weijie to meet rain..accompany her to walk around when she finish her study..about 7 we went to eat...the 5 of us..alex,alvin(that me),rain, ron and weijie...finish eating..then went to shop around...went to john little start wearing different clothes testing testing keke..after that about to 9 went back to yishun..keke..reach there..started to play initial D leh...finally me can't chase up rain at akagi leh..she getting better leh..keke..finish leh..we go buy ice-cream to eat..keke..then we take bus to rain house to send her home..marcos today never really bark at me..keke...maybe late liao he know so he never bark loh..then me and weijie head home..we walk back to northpoint there..bought something to makan..then me headed for home leh..

2006-07-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

today went to meet rain at about 12 at her home..then weijie came too follow solo and 2 of his friends..then me and the rest went off to northpoin to buy bubbles tea..finish leh...rain and weijie went mac to sit down and chat while waiting for me to find sheng to collect money..finish collecting me treat sheng a pack of cigarette and his lunch..this maybe the last treating to him...then me went back to meet rain and weijie..then we play initial D while waiting for the time..the movie start at 1640..lolx..then finish leh..the show quite funny then frightening..went to find solo to play basketball...play abit..can feel the power but dun have strength...think still need to eat some more medicine bah...then finish playing..went to buy some drinks..sat down and chat for awhile..then weijie went back home leh..then me send rain rain go home reach home leh..then rain keep ask me to go home half way..abit sad...me head home after sending her home...
today i read her blog..very de sad..i only know that i will stay with her till she find some guys better than me..

2006-07-14T00:23:00.000+08:00

today woke by rain call at about 11++ then went to prepare..wanted to go meet nadiah so i can pass her my hard disk so she can do her work..but my dad need me to do some banking..then went to northpoint OCBC to do the banking..too late leh..can't meet nadiah so decide to meet her after her floorball training...so went to rain house to help install her CS so she can train to thrash aaron..lolx..jking..after that finish installing leh..solo give me a call then went to his school to see his teacher to collect for him his handphone..so me act as his BIG BROTHER...lolx..then me act like very de angry..cos can't collect his phone for him..then went to rain house saw weijie and rain at rain's window then we went up to her house to have some milo..she make it for me...finally marcos let me sanya him....kekeke..then went off to 925 to get my ps 2..lolx..finish leh...then went to solo house to help him fix his com..half way then me went to meet nadiah to pass her my hard disk...keke..then finish leh went back about to 7 which we meet sheng to settle small matters..i finish fixing his com then went down leh..reach there we did nothing but shouting leh..matters dun even solve..then we went off leh..finish leh then went to northpoint very de angry..went to play initial D to vent off all the anger..finish leh...me calm down leh...then we meet sheng and the rest at 155...to really settle the things..teow kiat help us to explain the whole situation...then explain to us every single detail...i know where i am wrong leh..now i understand....i can tell rain will forgive sheng if he say sorry..but instead of saying sorry to rain he only say to me and sheng..me and weijie too say sorry to him too...after that rain heard that sheng like not sincere to apologize...then she want to leave immediately..finish then me and weijie send her home..me forget the time to rush rain home... so got abit abit of rushing by rain ma ma..but nvm lah...what rain ma ma say is correct..i got do better next time..rain read this dun tell ur ma ma i write this hor..keke..send her home leh..weijie took a bus to interchange while my dad fetch me home leh...
i feel close to her..but i think that we only can be close good friend my heart still aching...at least me now still can accompany her to cheer her up when she sad..and make her happy and xin fu bah....this is all i can do till one man did better than me...i going stay with her till she find someone better than me...

2006-07-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

today never sleep cos very de sad me got no chance but i got many choices to choose but me not going to choose the easy way..me going to choose the hard way cos i still like her..this is what i call love..went to meet solo and rain at 139 about 3 bah..then help solo to fix his com..but still got problem now me checking internet to help him solve it..after that went back to 111 to wait for the slowly gentle weijie to reach there..then went to 159 to eat cos rain miss the food over there..then went to find something to eat..think of some food that is pretty exp but nice..worth it leh..then went to play initial d..top 5 got bonus leh..then got $25 inside me ask sheng to create a car for me...create leh..play alot of game with the group..manage to win solo(master) abit..keke..then went to buy sundal..with peanut butter..went to took a bus 804 with weijie to send rain home...make sure she reach home safe...then went to 200++ started to chat with weijie...finish leh..then head for home leh..my dad came to fetch me..
i only that i like you but it really hard for me to throw ur feeling away..ur memories is one of my most percious i have now..if i lose you i really dunno what to do leh..i going stay with you till 1 day i dead bah...i really not sure what to do leh...

2006-07-12T00:41:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 1 plus..rain call me..rain bomb me say want to call me when she wake up but she wait till 1++ cos she want me to sleep more keke..she dun miss me leh..sad!!!after that wait till her make up dress up and sit up from her com seat..then me meet her about 3++ she accompany me to send my ps 2 to fix it..finally have finance to do it since i smoke rather less leh..after that nothing to do so went to the nearby block to sit down and chat..soon went to my MASTER house to see how to fix his com..then reach leh..almost half of our body went wet cos of the miss RAIN..then my ma ma pass me her POSB card so i get my new handphone..so nice leh my phone..after that took 969 to woodland..reach there leh...walk around to buy some bread and bubble tea then went to have a look at the handphone model..some of the handphone model so cute leh..and so cool..i mean not the cold leh..then went to nokia headquarter to buy cos the singtel there no contact very the exp....bought liao..then went back to northpoint to "Boom boom" rain method of saying Initial D..we were having fun then soon weijie and sheng come...rain face abit sad leh..then nvm...want to go back leh..after defeat sheng so many times..then last game leh him win lah..lazy to play leh..finish leh then saw weijie at the floor level..then argue abit..so meet him at 139..send rain home..stay for dinner..finish leh rush to 139...argue..some long conclusion..is that they still feel they are correct..me got nothing to say what..then went off about 11..lazy to argue with them leh..
I guess she no longer have feeling for me leh..i understand..me feel very pain in my heart dunnno why maybe i still haven't compelete loss my feeling...it just that i dun feel we are the same like we use to be leh..

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2006-07-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

Last night mean this morning went to watch WC final..til about 5 or 6 bah..then head for home..watch WC till very gan chiong then feel like play wining eleven 10..then went to create my own team which dun have much of pro player but good in the future..then went to sleep about 8 bah..woke up about 1.30? then give a call to miss rain see she want to go anywhere to shopping..then we went to bugis about 4 bah..reach leh..then we go see see shirt..saw alot of shirt dun dare to buy pai seh leh..feel very common the shirt but good looking..erm..thinking of finding something unique..head for bugis junctions to play initial D and buy bubble tea..dunno why rain keep pushing her money to me..guess she really dunno why i keep treating her things..then we went to yishun to walk pasar malam..walk around..not much of things..so rain bought some food for her family..then we went to rain home..have our dinner together..so nice the food..after that head for home about 10..

I'm half dead

2006-07-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

today just got back from malaysia..receive treatment..by the chinese doc..got another different treatment today..8 needles perice both of my leg..receive eletric..i feel the pain...but not that deep as i having now..just a momentally pain..not that kind of pain i suffer for long term..went back to singapore rain dad send me home leh..reach home..took a nap..til now....
kk back to the day me went to malaysia..me went to find rain at pp..play cs and need for speed:mosted wanted..finish leh went to BK..to fill my stomach..after that went to yishun to find rain big big bro..so he drove us to malaysia pass the custom till then rain daddy and mummy send me to eat at a resturant..the food there just nice not that bad..finish leh..went back play wining eleven till germany and portugal game started..watch till about 5 then went to sleep woke up about 1 then went see the chinese doc leh...i feel dead already..not longer can feel any feeling..i can't feel the warming feeling in my heart..the cold feeling is back....feel no sad no happy...i dead leh...forget about my feeling how it go..this few days i been thinking of the moments we spend together..it hard to forget but i not longer feel happy when thinking about it...

2006-07-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Today went to work..dun feel like go..no mood at all..just want to see her smiling again..i understand why cos i never work hard..i forget how to make her laugh and smile again..if i get the second chance i will try harder...i also forget what relationship is all about..is to make her happy...i just hope for another chance...so i can keep her feeling for me warm...i know i can do it..but all i need is her chances..but izzit too late??reach working place about 6 started working..it was fine till 10 or 11 plus...my leg started to get hurt..i can feel the pain..i was OMG..i can't take it anymore...about 12 elaine came..thankx to her..i can manage to forget the pain on my leg for awhile..but still thinking of her everytime..finish work..rain message me..asking me want to join her? i was thinking is best she accompany her friends bah..dun want to make her feel uncomfortable..after that went home..reach home rain was on the way to yishun..so i meet her at yishun then we go see cellphone..must get a new one..dun want to borrow the phone i current using for too long..finish leh..went back to 110...so long never go there leh..meet solo for dinner..then we have a chat..so long never chat with him leh..play abit of basketball..see how my leg condition..damn..it was worse then be4...the pain is still there...stand too long leh..can't tahan..then stop for awhile then rain need to go home..so accompany her home...after that head for home leh..i still love her..that why i dun want her to be sad..wish i can accompany so i can make her laugh till she go mental hospital..keke..hope i still got a chance..

2006-07-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

last night..went to watch WC at sun plaza cos..weijie ask me too...i was fine since my dad allow..then took a cab 7++ to sun plaza..reach there..weijie started to give black face..i was..you know he ask me out yet give me a face..then never mind..but he left in alone at mac accompany sheng, ham they all..i was nvm lah..not that i dun use to be alone leh..kind of use to be alone loh..after that isolation myself..no point making myself suffer..i was thinking waste money come down see weijie black face...after that went back after seeing zidane score the penalty kick..went home sms rain..check on her..make sure she got eat medicine..me feel that me kind like auntie liao keep nagging at her keke..after that went to sleep..woke up at 1145..my dad drove me to AMK..then took a train to city hall to play CS and Need for speed:mosted wanted..keke..luckily i use to play that game still got the touch there..drifting like siao..after that aaron..rain classmate so pro at CS never accompany us to sing out his heart..then went to marine bay to sing loh..4 started till 7 bah[yuck..i found out i lousy at singing..]..then go window shopping..after that nothing to do loh then went back to yishun..send rain home leh..walk to northpoint..took a bus back home leh...she since to lose her feeling for me leh..very sad....
i really dun want her to feel sad..like this few days..all i want is her to be happy like she use to..izzit cos that i start with her..everybody not happy...

2006-07-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

Today never sleep...went to meet rain to have coffee together..then send her to MRT be4 i went home...after that receive a message throught my dad hp..i found out i that i useless..it just be 2 days or 3 bah..i can't keep her feeling for me..i fail to keep the water warm in her...i went back home..took a nap then went to woodland to make my sim card..after that went to find rain at SSDC..watch her took her basic theory test...she did pass the test unlike me fail 2 times..like my dad say i useless and stupid indeed..finish her test we went to book our advance theory together at the same day and same time..after that went back to yishun to play initial D..so long never play...finish leh..then went to buy bubble tea to drink..send her to her home..she say her ma ma bought my dinner..then i stay over for awhile..till about 9++ then went home leh..kind of pai seh leh..keep having dinner at her house..
It me unable to keep the warm water within you..I'm pretty useless rite?? can't cheer you up when you are sad..can't be with you when you need me..1000..just bullshit...i useless...i mean really useless..abit of knowlegde mean i am smart....then this way the world is full of genius already..

sad..can't get my sim card..

2006-07-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

today went to take my sim card..but forget to get my mum i/c...what the hell...can't collect..so hard..to contact me seh...after that contact rain using public phone..then went to somerset from woodland...reach leh...went to find rain..at 9th level at cine..she, ron and alex was playing cs..there..so funny..then way the3 of them was playing...finish leh..went to eat jap food after buying the ticket for the show superman..at 415..finish eating then we starting watching the movie..so nice the show..the begining abit boring..notice that superman..the way he fly and his cute hairstyle...must have to use alot of jell and wax leh...after the show...kind of bright since it still 7..so the gang decide to go play pool...not swimming pool leh..the ball on the table rolling de leh..you know??keke..after that about 9 then went to rain house to have our dinner..the dishes taste good..but i dun like fish and veg...because i dun want to be white meat and green skin o...kk..after that about 11++ head for home leh..
i really hope that i am ur guardian angel..that make you happy always..you know..i love ur smile on ur face when you smiling at me..tiny tiny eyes of you really make me dazzeled in ur heart...